looking for my Bill Murray

so i really want to recreate this image from one of my favorite films Lost In Translation, i love it... i've got the wig all i need i a man to be in the shot. Any takers? Will you be my Bill Murray?

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ahh

So i can't seem to fall asleep tonight... i feel as if i have ADD at the moment. my mind is going in a thousand different directions. so the blog below and this one as well(which are of no importance) are just created by pure boredom. Not saying that the rest of my posts are of importance anyway.

Yeah... so i've been thinking that i really need to start painting again or writing, what this blog was originally supposed to contain. But my brain has been lacking the creativity and intellect. sad i know. but what's a girl to do? I've been getting inspiration from written word, music(spoken word maybe more like sung word or played emotions... maybe)and people watching... i'm a great watcher of personages. yes yes i am. So i'm thinking of busting out my little sketchbook which i have left to collect dust up on my desk, and begin sketching and writing once more.

Anyway sorry for this random tangent, and don't be surprised if i don't post thing from my sketchbook... because the odds of me actually starting up again are slim. but i will try and i hope you will like it... yes you. the one person reading my blog. yup that would be you Nicki... ha ha. if you do read this and your name is not Nicki,please say hello. if your name is Nicki you can still say hello.. i wont be mad.

Well over and out.

P.S. remind me never to post again when its almost 3am.

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New Leaves

So if you don't know i love vinyl records and today before having to go into work i decided to check out Graywhale... I love Graywhale they have a great variety of music and their vinyl stock isn't that bad. They also have very friendly employees. All and all i love Graywhale.

Okay back to what i really wanted to say, perks of buy vinyl is that LP's (aka vinyl records) are released before CD's... Lucky me i was able to get Owen latest album New Leaves which release date is September 22... Okay not super early but I'm excited.

Anyway here is the video check it out.

Foxy

I love Wes Anderson and Roald Dahl this movie will be FANTASTIC.

breaking out

I've never wanted Acne this bad

A Memory

Another wasted love story

It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much.



I love these quotes from the movie 2 Days in Paris...
I have a hard time letting others know what i feel or think. I find i can easily connect how i feel through lyrics from songs or quotes. Anyway this is how i feel.




When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story.

When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost.

Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.

There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

alive... kinda

just a quick update since I haven't posted in so long.(sorry)

I had a Land Rover...Now I don't.
But now own a Nissan Versa.(not my dream car but its a new car)

I had a boyfriend...Now I don't.
But still have mixed feelings about it all.(overall I'm doing fine)

My hair is growing.(kinda boring)

I had one job...Now i have two.
But I'm still broke. (yay... NOT)

umm yup those are all the changes that have gone on that i can think of. Kinda boring but it's life.