Friday, September 11, 2009

Another wasted love story

It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much.

I love these quotes from the movie 2 Days in Paris...
I have a hard time letting others know what i feel or think. I find i can easily connect how i feel through lyrics from songs or quotes. Anyway this is how i feel.

When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story.

When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost.

Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.

There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.


Darling Nicki said...

I need to see this movie. I feel the same way. Exactly.

Joanna Gould said...

I'll gonna watch this movie next week. It's very touching.

When I broke up with Steve (my first serious boyfriend), I thought I won't able to survive the heartaches. Maybe it was because I kept holding on to his promise. I kept on eating chocolates and drinking alcoholic beverages just to cope up. Every morning, my sister was so mad at me because of stains of chocolates and odor of vodka. Since my sister hates cleaning carpet and she never dream cleaning my mess, she just hired a trustworthy cleaner for cleaning our carpet. Grand Rapids, Michigan, my previous hometown, (Grand Rapids) carpet cleaning services are easy to find, that's why my sister didn't have a problem.

Through the help of my best friend Franz, I was able to cope up, focus on my career, and improve myself. Honestly, I was so afraid to see him again. But when we met again at a party, he was amazed with my great improvement and he wanted to come back. But, I refused. I'm totally moved on because of this sweet revenge!


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